Robert  Anton Wilson - A great philosopher and the most optimist person

Well this is my story i could say. On 01.01.2007 i experienced the worst LSD trip ever and felt this
huge red ray of light that was somehow peeling my skin and i could even feel the air in my mouth
burning and i guess that was the moment i kind of entered hyperspace or just time. I decided i was
somehow connected with RAW on the night of 15.01.2007 when the coincidences started appearing.
The same night after i found out that he had died on the 11th and after i watched a lot of videos on
him and read about his life and ideeals i came to the conclusion that he was somewhere at the psychoid
level hooked to me channeling him as it had happened to him with this ancient chinese philosopher.
Every time i watched this video i was understanding a little something about my life and my current
situation at the time. Later to find out that he was the one who made the 23 Enigma popular, 23 AIR a
very segnificant number in my life. Right now i believe that i was somehow bonded with him my entire life.
So after 5 restless months i got Wilson's ideeas, a very active brain and a lot of new ideeas and perspectives
so here i am writing a few things.

Logic bends intelligence - I don't know how to explain it, it just fits

Life after death? What do i think about it? One is born, lives his life, thinking about material things
and trying to be better than the rest but no no one really realizes that what they really want to do
is be different than anybody else but no matter how much one tryes he can never be as different as he
wants to. So depending on his beliefs, for example if he has lived all his life beetween christian people
and he believes in heaven or hell one can be very sure that after he'll die that's where he's gonna end
even if my opinion is that god has died around 1938 . So how can one end in heaven or hell if god
doesn't exist? If my god is a shroom i'll probably end in a shroomery after i die. If i truely believe that
the Matrix story is for real and that when one dies he will get somehow disconnected and be free
truely free after death then i'm pretty sure that is what is gonna happened. So if i'm positive that the
"beard god" as i call him truely exists then i will meet him one day and stand beside him in
heaven if i believe i deserve it or in hell if i have done anything wrong. That means that one will see
the positive side after death as he imagined his god. So "god" is this positive point where all the good
force meets, like the center that sustains all the good around the world, this is how i see it.

Doctrines and dogmatic reality tunnels -When one realizes that he's gonna die that's when he truely starts aging.

How do we know that the universe truely is as big as it seems? For all i know the US government could
design mars right now. My belief is that we are the center of everything and if we're ever going to get to
the point where we will have aliens beetween us and fly on other planets if you believe the Star Wars story
that will be because we made the aliens. What if one will know that the universe is not as big as it seems
and get rid of that unconsciousness never ending question/fear "How big is the universe?" because that is
one question that every man wonders even if one doesn't realise it. That is the very question that makes one
feel so small. So every man has a dogmatic reality tunnel, meaning that every man is sure of more than one thing,
as Robert Anton Wilson said it "Is, is, is... the idiocy of the human words haunt me" wich is very wrong.
Everything is based on doctrines, people believe everything. The moment one stops believing and becomes
agnostic about everything that is the point when you really start thinking intelligently and start rationalizing
things and see everything clearly. Everything seems to be as RAW said it. So one should create his own
opinion about how the universe truely is. So what one can't see one should not believe so that he would be
truely free. I myself decided i won't believe anything that i won't see and make my own agnostic model so
i'd live by my own rules thing that i recommend to everybody.

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Ying & Yang! There is a day and a night that makes the difference. From the day i was born untill today there
have been only days and only nights. Time is parallel with our reality so i guess yea i can send me messages
in time, in the past or in the future. So if i'm sending messages in the past then i would have to understand them
from where i am standing right now because they won't make any sense then.

Bible Categorization!

As i am seeing this i have categorized people in 2 parts. The Old Testament people that about 60% are
just plain stupid and believe monster storys and that Jesus Christ cryes every time you jerk off, and the
New Testament people who are more high tech and see things more clearly. To clasify it in drugs mescaline
and LSD. Mescaline is more soft and spirit like when LSD is more intense and pure mathematical if one is
able to see that.

Real (RAW) Reality

Everything is sustained, based and controlled by humans. One wakes up in the morning and he calls reality
whatever he is seeing and touching. The RAW reality as i call it is this very intense texture made by pixels,
the never ending optimization pixel that is never small enough wich includes frequencys and consciousness.
So that is the true essence of everything we have around us. If i could get to that type of intensity so that i would
make this essence solid it would be like a stuck brick in the wall of essence and that would be brute reality i
guess. Once you realise that the essence of everything is all pixels that is the moment when you can actually
feel yourself controling that thing. What every LSD user knows is that LSD is not a drug, it opens a lot of
doors of perception and pumps up your brain power. So if you would be a trip sitter for a friend who has
taken LSD you would see him looking normally but talking crazy and looking funny while he is experiencing
another reality and that really is alternative realitys. For all you know he can go crazy and be insane for the
rest of his life from your point of view and you would feed him milk with a spoon untill 60 because you'd feel
mercy while he is living a normal life beside you, in the same base line reality with the same life as he had the
best trip ever. I'm pretty sure that can happened. So with the rite set of brains you can take some acid and
wake up in another location, i'm just sayin' :) . Once you take this very powerfull brain tool you will never be
the same again, you will just switch to another frequency and i guess someone really has control over this entire
thing, i'm just guessin' don't mind me. They say the easyest way to see reality is to take it as a new york
skyscrapper with cubic equal rooms wich makes a lot of sense, so if you'd fill those rooms with pixels it would
be more complete. So reality is very complex, there are a whole bunch of theories on how it could be. I
could live multiple realitys as i speak, like today, i filled a glass with beer ate some more and when i wanted
to drink some the glass was empty and i'm not sure i filled it, i just know it. This is one of my experiences

"Arrived in my hometown and called this friend of mine, a kid that i knew for some years that didn't have a
place to crash, so since i was kind of lonely and needed someone close to speak with i call him and tell him
to come over so that he'd stay with me for a while. He came along and i started discussing what i had in mind
with him. So after about 1 week this guy from out of town offered me another 2 hits of lsd. My friend who
i'm gonna call Joey was taking for the first time. So even if i was with my head full of thoughts and all the
coincidences, weird things that had happened i decided that i'd take half of hit with Joey. I took it and while
we waited for the acid to kick in i was kind of opposing without even noticing and tried to stay sober i guess
because of the load of thoughts that i had going on. In one moment i saw Joey how he put his finger up and rolled
it , it was like a bolt that appeared and that it was pushing me away from him, i stood up and chunks of me were
going up and down i can't express the terror and pain i felt. It was like i couldn't grip on reality the floor was
running away from my feet and i could see how everything was going along with me while Mark stand still on
the bed laughing. In that moment i yelled at him telling him that what he was doing wasn't good and that the bad
will turn against him while i was seeing him running in a hypno type of circle. That was the moment when i went
out the door screaming for my mother. I got in her bedroom and layed on the bed. While i was laying down i
seen a big bright light like i was going towards it, i was departing from this reality towards a very intense powerfull
white light. Now this thing that sticked into my head from the RAW videos was that above blackness is endless
whiteness wich is a positive thing. So i was seeing my mother how she was disappearing i screamed at her to keep
me, that it was about feelings and she brought me back. While still in a state of shock i spoke out the number instantly.
My father came and while i still couldn't stay in this reality i was asking him to do my future so i'd change reality. He
kept telling me that he didn't have the answer to all my questions and we all stayed in the kitchen untill the morning
came on . While i kind of calmed down in my mom's bedroom and Mark in my bedroom i was feeling i wasn't in
my place, i was all out of my body. Untill that day i didn't knew something like this can be, everything was out of
the normal but i didn't even realised it. For all i knew any guy would go thru something similar. I also think i had
experienced alternative realitys, it was like RAW said i was moving from one point to another and i was under the
impression that i was changing realitys constantly, for all i knew in that point i could have died in another reality
and lived in the present one, a lot of things i had lived untill this point are questionable. The most obvious proof
that i had switched realitys was that a few nights ago i was speaking with my mom and she brang the Philadelphia
experiment in the discussion, i am pretty sure that happened and the next day she said she didn't even know what
that was or that she ever heard of it. Anyway later that day i took off with my mom's boyfriend for a ride so i'd see
the outdoors and try to calm down. While i was still in the same state and i felt how my energy was pinned out of
my body in a very sharp way, it was like a psychedelic shiny math colored thing and i just wasn't standing still, my
entire body was chunks moving around with my energy pinned outside of my body. "

LSD

LSD was discovered accidentaly they say in 1938 by Dr. Albert Hofmann, now i find it hard to believe that he came
across LSD while looking for a flue cure. I find it more easy to believe that the nazi actually hired him so that he'd
uncover this very powerfull "drug" that has his psychoactive source in the bermuda triangle, i'm just saying. If you'd take
a look thru acid history you'd see that once it popped on this planet, the civilization gained speed, the nazi started
cloning dogs and i guess people also. If you'd ask me god had died around that period. You could say it never truely
existed if you believe that the universe really isn't that big and that the human rase has extraterestrial genes, so we're
all aliens. From my point of view you really can't label extraterestrial and UFOs are US government schemes on how
to confuse people. If you believe the alien story than you can believe the theory that the USA was formed and is run
by extraterestrial beings as if they really have controle in the bermuda triangle and Columb was sent thru this time
portal that they have down there since it's a fact that he was accused and burned of witchcraft, that somehow somewhere
in the past present so to speak we have/had an universe without the United States. You can even apply this theory from
the nazi beginings.

Point IS

What i'm saying is that once acid was discovered the human rase had really started evolving and we gained speed/intensity.
I mean take a look and see that the second world war had started in 1939 and the most important events in history had
happened around that time. With a quantity of good lsd equal to a grain of sand you can get high some few 2-3 guys. Acid
came along and who has discovered it should have control over this frequency, now think about it,it's odorless and colorless
and a very small quantity would be enough to get you "infected". Think about how easy can the US government spread
lsd worldwide and feed it to people. I mean it's not necessary that they do it offten, it's enough to have done it when it
first popped in the very beginings of civilization i mean. There is the possibility that all governments are in on this. Once again, it's just a theory...